Worry seems to be a part of having a preemie. I worry about
my baby’s scholastic future, her mental health, her physical health, cerebral
palsy, etc etc… Very little can be done to immediately address or control these
issues, so there is not much to their involvement in my life besides worry.
There is however something that I do have some degree of control over and that
is doing what I can to ensure that little Miss V does not get sick… which means
trying to ensure that I don’t get sick… which basically means being a
germophobe. That is why the transition from cold early spring to
warmer spring weather is bittersweet…